SEX ha got your attention

now that we are on the subject sex is awsome and no i am not a virigin so i can actually say that but the chick I was dating was sneaking around behind my back and lieing to me, now she wasnt cheating on me cause i was with her like all the time but she lied to me constantly and she totally controlled my life and I couldnt hang out with any of my old friends and no girls ever plus i couldnt wear what i wanted to wear all my cloths had to be approved by her and if i said i didnt like the shirt or whatever she would pull the guilt trip on me and make me feel like shit we fought every day and i kept telling myself things would get better but they never did so i finally grew the balls and broke up with her now i hate her alot and she hated me for the longest time but now shes trying to be my friend and im being nice to her but i still hate her cause of all the shit she did to me but she keeps saying that she has changed so i dot know if i should give her a chance because she has said she had changed befor but never did so i figure this is just another lie but then again she hasnt tried to guilt me again or make me feel like i have to go back with her so i dont know if i should totally cut her out or not because theres also all the friends ive made through her and they are all really close she is the only problem but i will keep her as a friend for now but ive made a promise to myself that if she pulls anymore crap like she has ever again shes out of my life forever.I like ranting its pretty damn relaxing.OH heres something funny theres this kid in my myth class whos a total bully to everyone and he wanted to fight me so in class he pushed me and i beat the living shit out of him and got suspended for the past two days but my parents are proud cause i stood up for myself and it was awsome cause i had ordered a double neck guitar and it had come the day i got suspended and i have super smash bros brawl so you can guess what ive been doing while everyone else was in school.:D